I feel currently in a crossroad in my spiritual development. I sense that, that is due to both factors: the season (spring) and also due to a revival of previously experiences within the context of a short previous relationship. I had contact again with that girl after many months and even though the main subject was not revolving around sexuality, from my side (and perhaps slightly also from her side) a small portion couldn't leave out the part of sexuality that I had experienced with this beautiful soul (in all levels). That relationship is a connection first and foremost in the spiritual level; secondly, it was imprinted in the cellular memory of our subtle energy bodies, making it as such a deep experience in this experienced frequency.
Prior that revival, I felt also inclination towards a woman that I see sometimes in my job, whose her fluent and low-key personality attracted me – even though she is a simple looking person outwardly. What I mean by that is that I haven't been seduced by her stunning beauty, making me losing my mind and my focus. No, it came naturally. Her personality made a chemical reaction with mine, plus, I see it is mutual.
Should I proceed further with this girl, possibly hurting my feelings for the second time? I know who I am, I know what I want from my life, yet, this feeling came in-between.
What I can do for the moment, is to have a tea with this person and see how it will unfold further.
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