Energy paths ~ Embracing the flower inside

I happened to find some cannabis leaves from a third person. So, I ingested raw cannabis leaves, 4 days after they have been cut, fermented in their natural fermentation.

Quantity: 30gr
Ingestion began on: 10:55
11:30 Slight numb feeling
11:45 Slight increase of joy and slight sense of thirst; also, I have the feeling that my body is being calibrated inside, first off at the digestive section
12:10 Increase of joy and sensation of thirst
12:30 Increase of laughter and sensation of thirst
Most symptomps reduced around 22:00

part 1

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"So.. so.. it is now twelve twenty three. And I am adding to my notes, my written notes, that there was also an..

..an increase in thirst, in the sensation of thirst. And I was listening to two people from Africa.. talking here..

and.. and they were making some.. sounds, like "Aaaaah!".. "Eehhhhh!", when they were talking;

and that led me to think, ehm.. and that led me to think that.. those people that are closer..

..that their roots are closer to the.. not so modern human beings that are living inside cities;

..so, those people.. ehmm.. and since they are closer to their roots, to their natural roots with nature;

ehm.. they are closer to the other beings as well. And so, their sounds such as these are mimicking

..the sounds of animals.

Ok.. so there are people here and I don't want to.. to.. Ok, someone is waiting there for me, I have to close now

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I have ehm.. it is now twelve thirty-six and I had also a slight increase in the sense of thirst..

and a slight increase in the laughter.. and I was drinking water and I was feeling like I was drinking liquid crystals!..

..you know minerals, crystals. Ooh! it was so unique, like I was sensing that I was drinking also the Prana of the water.

It was.. ehm.. so smooth and gentle. Ok, I have to close now, because I am also working now...

..for one or one and a half hour more. Ok..

Ehm.. twelve forty and I was sensing, I AM sensing now, how the.. ehm.. intake of the cannabis leaves, have..

..have regulated and they how they regulate my metabolism. And my sense of hunger, I.. am feeling more balanced now

..in the sense of the whole digestion system.

And I am.. sensing this, this is the amazing thing. I am sensing this internally.

Like, like I am sensing, the easiest way to describe this, is that I am sensing..

..the energy at that point.. and at that area..

Energy paths ~ The energy is a language

I have just finished my hourly meditation.. and at some point I was.. I could sense the energy as streams.. various streams of energy. I was able to sense them with colors.. with various different colors. It was.. it is like the energy has its own language.. And I have just learned a few words.. I have just learned to speak and understand only a few words from this, so to speak, energy-language or from the language of energy. I feel I have barely touched the surface. It was.. there were.. swirls of energy streams.. from here and there in various colors. In purple.. dark purple and dark blue.. Ooh it was unique and amazing.. to feel them. I didn't know what was all about, I was only feeling that, that energy was/had a language, had some forms. It was moving in various forms.. in contexts without a context.. Simply a flow ~ a flow ~ a magical flow of energy.. and colors. I can't sense what was all about, what kind of energy.. or furthermore.. what that reflected inside me but.. it was strange and.. flows ~.. of energy. Penny, I'm just speaking now.. I love you too, I love you three. Yes, I love you too. I don't feel I have anything else to say for the moment, only what is.. I do not wish to chatter.. Only what is important to be shared.

Later on, I took Penny and we went to the Elsenburger park. A vast area of green nature and wide canals. We stayed there many hours, I absorbed the beautiful sunny moments in silence, in constructive silence.