The Energy Alchemists

I started meditating as I sensed that my father (which is in the hospital) needed me. I was instantly connected with a different realm -I sensed in a different dimension- where there were the same Lightful beings with whom I was connected the past 3-4 days. I had an initiative where I started manipulating the healing energy and even though -at that moment- I didn't know what I was doing, I understood that the Lightful beings were happy with my initiative. Afterwards the healing session for my father took place and they showed me how they manipulate the healing energy.

And that meditation session was the final piece, which led me deepen into this as I was able to sense our connection and the "teachings" of these beings -whom I sensed as angels- and how I was manipulating the healing energy. I felt my angel touching me with his wings, I was blown away after this experience I had!
I sensed the various and different kinds of energy in different colors. And I sensed that these Lightful beings were Alchemists of the Energy fields, and I sensed that deeply, at the energy level.

And all these had happened in a intermediate state, between meditation and awake state and without any use of psychoactive substances.

And a miracle has happened, my father saved after a 6 hour surgery with three  major aneurysms in the age of 80+ years old and all the doctors and the Intensive care specialist ('εντατικολόγος' στα ελληνικά) were all talking about a miracle.

With all that mentioned, one can easily have a glimpse of the importance of this experience to me and how important is to maintain this connection and deepen it with daily hourly meditations.

Energy paths ~ Embracing the flower inside

I happened to find some cannabis leaves from a third person. So, I ingested raw cannabis leaves, 4 days after they have been cut, fermented in their natural fermentation.

Quantity: 30gr
Ingestion began on: 10:55
11:30 Slight numb feeling
11:45 Slight increase of joy and slight sense of thirst; also, I have the feeling that my body is being calibrated inside, first off at the digestive section
12:10 Increase of joy and sensation of thirst
12:30 Increase of laughter and sensation of thirst
Most symptomps reduced around 22:00

part 1

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Transcript and notes not mentioned on video:

"So.. so.. it is now twelve twenty three. And I am adding to my notes, my written notes, that there was also an..

..an increase in thirst, in the sensation of thirst. And I was listening to two people from Africa.. talking here..

and.. and they were making some.. sounds, like "Aaaaah!".. "Eehhhhh!", when they were talking;

and that led me to think, ehm.. and that led me to think that.. those people that are closer..

..that their roots are closer to the.. not so modern human beings that are living inside cities;

..so, those people.. ehmm.. and since they are closer to their roots, to their natural roots with nature;

ehm.. they are closer to the other beings as well. And so, their sounds such as these are mimicking

..the sounds of animals.

Ok.. so there are people here and I don't want to.. to.. Ok, someone is waiting there for me, I have to close now

photo on location

I have ehm.. it is now twelve thirty-six and I had also a slight increase in the sense of thirst..

and a slight increase in the laughter.. and I was drinking water and I was feeling like I was drinking liquid crystals!..

..you know minerals, crystals. Ooh! it was so unique, like I was sensing that I was drinking also the Prana of the water.

It was.. ehm.. so smooth and gentle. Ok, I have to close now, because I am also working now...

..for one or one and a half hour more. Ok..

Ehm.. twelve forty and I was sensing, I AM sensing now, how the.. ehm.. intake of the cannabis leaves, have..

..have regulated and they how they regulate my metabolism. And my sense of hunger, I.. am feeling more balanced now

..in the sense of the whole digestion system.

And I am.. sensing this, this is the amazing thing. I am sensing this internally.

Like, like I am sensing, the easiest way to describe this, is that I am sensing..

..the energy at that point.. and at that area..

Energy paths ~ Glimpses of transcendent states

..multicolored flower garlands ~

"There are multiple.. qualities of each and every thing. There are multiple qualities of intelligence. There are multiple qualities of sensing and of the way of sensing things. There are multiple qualities of understanding.. and knowing.. There are, layers.. multiple qualitative layers of wisdom.
[...]

All those people, that we call them "crazy", they are living in the non-linear world. And they are grasping all these different qualities. That most of the "normal" people miss, in every moment.. It's like there is a scenery, with a lake and two trees and, from specific points of view, one can miss the lake or one of the trees, or both of the trees, or everything. Everything is a perspective of view, of things. And the "normal" people that are working every day, in all this "normality", of this society, they are so much trapped, in their own mind. They live inside a prison of their own mind, because they are.. taught.. to do things in a specific order.. Not to.. sidetrack from any context that is not controlled.
It is funny how these kinds of thoughts appear mostly in the weekends. It is funny. I didn't have any of those thoughts, well, most of the time, during the weekdays. But, in the weekend.. there is a different, perplexing and.. weaving of realities.. of Real-It-Is.. And I can have a grasp of a different quality, a different way of seeing things.
[...]

..shattered Real-It-Is,
beyond linear timespace ~

But, it is because in the weekends I have more time to meditate. And.. therefore.. I can deepen my connection with/to everything.. I can tap-in, in the energy patterns and absorb their traces of energy.. That is why I need more time.. I need more time every day, all of the day.. so I can deepen this.. kind of connection even more.
And it is so beautiful..
Without.. having taken any substance, I am able to feel that colorful patterned view of the reality around me. It is so unique.. That is why meditation.. Lengthy, hourly meditations, are so much important, for our spiritual development.. Because we can deepen inside every aspect and see it with different eyes.. and feel it with different senses... Ooh, I am.. I am mesmerized of this.. of this way of viewing things.. It is mesmerizing. It's an inebriation without taking any substance. It's beautiful.. I can see now with my mind's eye, flowers.. moving in a.. spiraling way.. forming.. garlands, of time and space.. garlands.. multicolored garlands, with energy traces.. carrying beauty.. and meaning, a deep meaning. Ooh.. tomorrow I have my final Nada/Nidra yoga workshop for this year[actually for that season], but I wish I had time to go to nature.. Nature is so important, it's a medicine."

Energy paths ~ The colorful language of energy

Installation artwork at the Wajid Meditation Center,
digitally edited by me

After a dream I had (which I can't recall) I woke and started recording. Still lying on my bed with my mouth on the pillow, the words some times barely sound (and sound funny:) as you will notice. So, a couple sections corrected afterwards during the transcription below, therefore it is advised to read the text as well for the revised version.

6:19 (June 10) in the morning. Each moment I choose to be the best version of myself. Of what I have to be. Differing in such, from the contractual psychological pattern, that I have.. used to wear.. under my skin and identify it with, who I am. But, that second 'I am' is not myself, is not me, it's a psychological pattern that I have -used to- become... in the process of this life. But each moment I can choose to be the best of me, the best of who I have to give. And that best of me.. is a gem, is a precious stone, that can resonate in a different quality. It's like looking yourself in the mirror of time, of now. You are the best possible self you are, the best possible you have to give.

That old psychological pattern of you is all the accumulated thoughts and memories and ideas.. and belief systems.. and what others, believe of you. Somehow for some reason, you have used to, wear that self, under the skin. But you can choose to stop identifying yourself with that, it is just.. a small or rather huge shift in your perception.. but it can be possible.. to be done. Because you have become, what you are thinking now, of you. And of everything else around you. You, have chosen.. to carry along with you, all those small and big pockets of all the accumulated knowledge and memories. All that is so heavy, for you.. you can't go far carrying all that stuff, all that baggage. In fact, that, is not you. You have to be-free from your own self. You have to see yourself with new eyes. You have to see, yourself, in the deepest possible reflection of now.. and identify with a new self, a new self that is.. emerging, from.. within. And that new self is radiant.. is a radiant energetic being, of Light.. and kindness. Because you, reflect yourself from the source of who you are and that source is.. deriving from the True Source. Each moment that you choose to become that best part of you, then each moment.. you are true to your own self.. you are a shining diamond, in the mud, of time and space. I have woke up from a dream.. and I have vibrated into that essence of now.. And that essence, of now.. is both me and is not.. Because I am not me.. I am, reflecting the source. I am reflecting the source.. of all things possible to be done, and to be expressed.. in a formless, radiant wave of possibilities. Therefore, I have the freedom, to choose to become whatever I need, not whatever I want. There is a difference between the 'need' and 'want'. Because, what I want is.. is the outcome of that small, used (common) self. But, what I need, comes from the inner deeper core of my own self, of my true self. Ooh! I like that.. radiant energy expression, because I can feel it vibrating me inside me, and I and my words have become one.. It is pure energy, vibrating, it resonates inside me and I resonate into the energy of words. It is the only time that words have a meaning (value).. It is the only time that they (words) reflect the energetic now, the energetic presence of raw matter.
It is raining now outside and it will wash out all the old patterns, all the old memories will fade away.. Because they are so heavy.. I need to become, you need to become the best possible, self, you have to be.

6:48 in the morning. I had a short (well, not so short actually) meditation. The new sense of being, of choosing to be in the presence.. is by expressing all those colorful aspects.. of the transformative energy of who you are. And that is a new way to.. become.. everything. Yesterday I.. experienced in my meditation the various colors of energy and I.. referred to them as the.. words.. in the language of energy. And we are just tapping in.. learning new words, in that new language.. All these colorful aspects.. of the energy-language.. are in the flow ~.. and when we become to flow ~ with them.. we can transform ourselves, into something "impossible". We transform from possible to "impossible". Because there's nothing such as impossible. It's just something that we have not yet dreamed off to be. When we are dreaming of something.. we can give breath into it, and bring it into action, in the presence, in the now. But first, we have to dream off.. those new energies.. those colorful patterns that are formless.. they don't have any form, therefore they are not heavy, they are pure, raw energy.. and it is flowing ~.. in colors.. it is flowing ~.. in colors.. It is consciousness that it is not of ours.. We are riding that wave, of hyper-consciousness.. We are becoming that raw wave, colorful.. All those colors blending together.. Ooh! it's a majestic feeling!.. it's ecstatic.. to become all those colorful energy-waves.. in the flow ~.. in the flow ~.. of now. And all these, are carrying higher information.. from the subtler realms. I don't have t.. to do, anything special right now in this moment, I just have to be.. To be, so rich and colorful and pure, as this energy.. speaks to me.. Ooh! that flow!.. 
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A small gap, in time and space. That, was, a valuable moment of silence. Because when I am not here, I am there.. And when I am there, I am everywhere. The word 'there' goes to the presence I choose to be. In the meditative state we are everywhere, we are not here, we are there, in the timeless time, and space. And therefore, when we are there, we have all the capabilities of.. creating our lives.. molding it, in a formless.. expression.. of colorful.. syllables.. and words, that are not heavy.. they are pure, raw, energy.. Colorful.. in the flow ~.. Hyper-pragmatic, multi-creating.. tiny bits of me.. tiny moments are being created, right now.. Moments to be.. to choose to be.. and to become.. everything I am dreaming off.. because when I am dreaming of something.. I am weaving it.. into.. the living reality, of the presence.